Every once in a while the self-doubt gets overwhelming, and it feels like everything I do is futile. Why do I write, create, try? It seems that I put things out there to a world that doesn't want them.
It's so easy not to. To quote Wicked (sorry about that), "those who don't try never look foolish." So why do I keep trying?
Anyway, today is a big old self-doubt day. However, I'm going to "beast through it," as my trainer frequently exhorts me to do when we're working out.
Maybe no one gives a fuck about what I write. Fine. I'm still going to write it. And while I feel like I'm not getting any validation right now, that's just my self-doubt talking. When I'm in a better place, I won't feel this way.
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