Monday, January 24, 2005

Were it not that I have (really, really) bad dreams

I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in a while. When my life gets stressful, my dreams bear the brunt of it.

No zombies yet, but I did have a dream that incorporated the zombie-like people from 28 Days Later and combined them with the Borg from Star Trek. Viscious, raging people with wild eyes and bloodied skin fighting against their cybernetic parts which were the only things keeping them in line. And I was the only one not like them. Very disturbing.

Last night . . . well, I don't want to go into it, but I woke up sobbing. It was that bad.

I'm going to give it a few more days. If things don't get better, I don't know what I'm going to do.


Jess said...

There is absolutely nothing wrong with talking to a professional who can help you cope with this. If you don't have someone you like/trust, then call your health insurance company for a referral. Don't just allow your pain to go on--there's nothing good about trying to go it alone. *hug*

riye said...

sorry to hear this - i've been having the "running away from X" variety lately. not sure what that's about. good seeing you at msv's the other night!

Jennirhiow said...

the chinese have a saying, "The days have its events, so the nights have its dreams." it's got something to do with that you are doing duing the day, what you are experiencing during your consciousness, that overspills into ur subsconscious, that's why you dream of things like monsters, ghouls, zombies. it's something thst's bothering you, but you are not doing anything consciously, so ur subsconcious is telling u to do something.

wait. i'll email u.